30 days

So I have decided togive myself a challenge. A 30 day challenge. At the point I'm at in my life I should be more comfortable with who I am. I'm not, my self confdence is low~ which doesn't help me to push myself. So I am giving self a 30 day makeover. Starting monday, I will take a before photo, I will start working out, 5 days a week. I am going to get myself back to where I know I feel good about myself, where I want to be. Do I think I"m going to loose 20 pounds in 30 days? No, but do thin I can change and improve myself to see a difference in 30 days. Sugar...gone, soda? no problem, gave it up a while ago. Limit my carbs, ok! I am going to do this for me. I have to! I have never been the weight I am, Never felt the pressure of such low self esteem, It really takes a toll on a person and I'm done with letting it control me. When a person is self concious everything makes them feel bad or is taken differently and any compliments they do get, they dont believe. I know I can do this....Thus the blog. I figure this way I can track my progress...see how I"m doing, look at my self in new light. One full of motivation to change myself. Everyone is responsible for their own destiny, And their own attitude and feelings on themselves. I need mine to be positive. We foud out three days ago that Tristan is Autistic, So I need to be the best me and most ready me to help him progress and develop how he needs. So! STARTING MONDAY! HERE WE GO!